Tuesday, October 22, 2013

finding yourself

since i am somewhat of anonymous on here, i want to share with everyone my current struggles.

i don't know about you, but sometimes i need someone to talk to. someone that's not your friends, siblings, or parents. but those that have peoople will disagree who have someone that they can talk to.

what do we look for in this person?
1. someone who will listen---without judgement
2. who won't interrupt us
3. who won't judge us
4. will give us advice  (but that advice needs to be in our favor)

but many of us are not lucky enough to have that.

i want to speak but hate speaking. my biggest mistake is the repeated thought in my head, when talking, that others don't find me interesting. i guess it's because if i don't find myself interesting, then why would others.

i need to learn to carry myself better-with more confident. i really lack that right now.

im not promoting that everyone needs a significant others but times like this, i  wish i had someone. but then again, i don't know how much i would be talking to them because there will always be a voice in the back of my head saying that i have disappointed them.

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